Take a walk on the thin line between hope and despair in Actual Sunlight: A short interactive story about love, depression and the corporation.
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Julkaisupäivä: 3. huhti, 2014

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"Showed at PAX East 2014 - This is one of the most powerful interactive stories concerning mental illness available. Excellent narrative design."
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“The Biggest Challenge In This Game Is Preventing Your Character From Committing Suicide”

“Actual Sunlight Is The Hardest Hitting Game About Depression I’ve Ever Played”

“Actual Sunlight is a brutal depiction of a man’s life self-destructing, and it’s a game whose central character can only find hope in his own death.”
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Tietoja pelistä

“I know what you’re thinking: Why keep getting up, day in and day out, even though your life is going nowhere?”

Notorious: Widely considered to be one of the bleakest and best-written experiences in indie gaming, Actual Sunlight challenges you to confront the life of Evan Winter: An overweight, lonely and severely depressed young professional.

Fear the words, not the reading: Presented almost entirely in text, a mixture of sharp observation and pitch black humor captures your interest from provocative beginning to shattering conclusion.

Prepare yourself: Actual Sunlight is a uniquely unforgettable adventure that will etch itself into you as one of the most difficult, haunting and beautiful experiences you have ever had as a gamer.

Key Features

  • An intense, heartbreaking story with themes of video game addiction, unsatisfying work and miserable solitude.
  • Beautiful, original pixel and CG artwork invokes the streets, offices and sanctuaries of Toronto, Canada.
  • Dark and moody original music sets a proper tone for the brutal indifference of real life.

Important Notice

Due to explicit language, Actual Sunlight is not appropriate for players under the age of 18.

It also deals with extremely mature themes, including depression and thoughts of suicide. Similar to other forms of art that tackle these issues, Actual Sunlight can be an extremely powerful emotional experience – before downloading it, please first consider what your reaction to a book, film or piece of music in a similar vein might be.

For immediate updates on the game, please follow Will O'Neill on Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/willoneill


    • OS: Windows 98, XP, Vista, 7
    • Processor: Intel Pentium III 800 MHz
    • Memory: 512 MB RAM
    • Graphics: 1024x768 High Color +
    • DirectX: Version 9.0
    • Hard Drive: 100 MB available space
Hyödylliset arvostelut
15/19 (79%) arvioi tämän hyödylliseksi
2.3 tuntia pelattu
Julkaistu 9. marraskuu.
It's hard to say a straight forward Yes or No when it comes to Actual Sunlight and reccomending it to other people.

For those that suffer from depression, I can see this game reflecting what they might be thinking and feeling in their darkest moments. There's a raw reality, sadly, in the unavoidable conclusion of this game. Some might appreciate this, but this is definitely a marmite scenario because I'm not sure if you should play this game when you are depressed or at a very low point. Reaffirming what your most negative thoughts are about yourself, does not seem like a wise thing to do and this game does not offer much hope, just affirmation.

The game itself in terms of mechanics is more of an interactive story, whereby you have little sway on the outcome. It's a basic style, done in RPGMaker and the creator has put effort in where he can with little touches and the dialogue. That said this game is dialogue heavy. The narration screen which projects the thoughts of the lead character is what you'll see more than the environment.

This is not a bad game, it's simple, it comes from a powerful and real place, but I think that I would not reccommend it, based on my own conflicts with being stuck in depressive ruts. That's not to say it's awful at all.

I wrote a piece about how it's ok to not play depression based games, when you are depressed or going through stages of depression, which might explain my personal thoughts (though I could say much more).

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13/16 (81%) arvioi tämän hyödylliseksi
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Julkaistu 29. kesäkuu.
Not a bad game. Quite depressing though especially since it conveys a very raw set of emotions.

The artwork is nice and I commend the guy who drew all the characters.

Seriously though, consoles are for lamers. Your life went downhill the moment you got rid of your awesome PC.
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9/9 (100%) arvioi tämän hyödylliseksi
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Julkaistu 29. lokakuu.
Actual Sunlight is the story of a man named Evan Winter, a man who is coming to terms with depression. It is not a game for the faint of heart, but in its dialogue and dramatic scenes lies a tale of understandable sorrow. The sorrow of never quite knowing one's self or one's worth is a burden that can truly drive one to the brink, and for Evan, the brink is always on his horizon. Dreaming of a better life with a better job, better coworkers, better relationships, and better hobbies eventually cuts into Evan's comprehension of reality and what it means to truly be alive. In this narrative, the player and Evan will discover what life is, its meaning, and what it is to have the power to overcome the obstacles one faces with that knowledge. Sometimes the knowledge, the freedom from the surrounding obstacles, comes at a terrible price; but Evan, trapped in a world of constant fluorescence, truly, honestly, and simply wants the feeling of Actual Sunlight.
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6/6 (100%) arvioi tämän hyödylliseksi
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Julkaistu 13. heinäkuu.
I have mixed feelings about this game. Well, this is not really a game, more like an interactive story. I wouldn't recommend this to anyone who's suffering from depression, so yes, beware of trigger. The storyline is very depressing and it will probably make you feel more helpless and hopeless as the story progresses on.

+ Powerful progression of story. It tells you why the character felt what he did and how the world crumbled around him.
+ Gives you an inkling to what suicidal thoughts would do to a person.
+ It will give you some points to ponder.

- Very, very, very text heavy. If you don't like reading, don't buy this game.
- Absolutely no replay value (though I'm unsure why anyone would want to go through the story twice).
- Only an hour plus long (though it certainly feels longer than that).

The developer has a (bleak) message to send through to his audiences. And I think he did a great job at that.
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6/7 (86%) arvioi tämän hyödylliseksi
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Julkaistu 25. heinäkuu.
This is a truly deep and emotional journey, no sugar-coating or anything, this game is really blunt and honest.
i can truly relate to many things here, i always feel life has passed me, i thought about suicide many times, went through depression many many times. if you ever had doubts, suffered any emotional troubles, went through depression...etc.
then you should give this game a try and i can assure you that you will relate to many things here.

highly recommended of course and hats off to the developer for this strong, brutally honest and deep experience <3
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5/6 (83%) arvioi tämän hyödylliseksi
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Julkaistu 10. joulukuu.
Actual Sunlight is an indie title about depression.

This game contains strong triggers towards thoughts and feelings such as suicide and depression. Please make sure you are in a strong mental well-being before playing this game. I have listed all the suicide hotlines that I know of, they are available below.

You will probably never play a game quite like Actual Sunlight.

The story follows a man named Evan Winter, who is struggling with depression. Straight away you sense that he has lost nearly all hope, and is only hanging on because he hopes it will pass.

Evan’s problems are taking their toll. He works for a company he doesn’t respect, with many employees he doesn’t respect, he is overweight and wants to try and change that, but work is dragging him down. He keeps spending money on video-games when he thinks he is wasting his life. Everything in his life seems to have a problem with it, which leaves him with such a depressed mind that no matter how hard he tries to be optimistic, everything seems to be overwhelming to the point where he can’t see past the bad.

Evan has been given advice from people on how to live his life. About how he should “lighten up,” or how he should look at the world. Things that many depressed people have been told. But it isn’t helping them, because it is a mental issue, so merely changing your perspective on something won’t help because the thing you need to change isn’t an easy issue to fix. Evan will laugh it off or make self-deprecating jokes, or merely try to deny it. But underneath is that little bit of honesty that they really hope you hear, because they are too scared to say it directly.

Actual Sunlight was made with RPGMaker by one man, Will O’Neill. But behind it’s simple graphics is an incredibly powerful story.

This “game” is brutally honest with it’s writing, it’s like being in the head-space of someone or reading their diary, it is SO incredibly personal. But I do think it contains a story that needs to be played by people to truly understand what it is like, at least to the best possible ability. It isn’t a game I would recommend to someone going through depression unless they feel they can 100% handle it. But I do think anyone with a family member, friend or colleague that might have depression, should play this game, so they can truly understand their loved one.

This game isn’t one I can score, because it would be like trying to score someone’s life, someone’s thoughts, someone’s journey, it would almost invalidate everything I have said. But if you have a loved one suffering through depression, take the hour and a half to finish this game and try to understand what they must be going through. It’s a rough journey, but you should be by their side to the best of your ability.

If you need help, please talk to someone or contact your country’s suicide hotline below.


Albania: 127
Argentina: (54-11) 4758-2554
Australia: 13 11 14
Austria: 142
Barbados: (246) 4299999
Belgium: 106
Botswana: 3911270
Brazil: +55 51 211 2888
Canada - Greater Vancouver: 604-872-3311
Canada - Toll free-Howe Sound/Sunshine Coast: 18666613311
Canada - TTY: 1-866-872-0113
Canada - BC-wide: 1-800-SUICIDE (784-2433)
China: 0800-810-1117
China (Mobile/IP/extension users): 010-8295-1332
Croatia: (01) 4833-888
Cyprus: +357 77 77 72 67
Denmark: +45 70 201 201
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Fiji (1): 679 670565
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Germany (1): 0800 1110 111
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Hungary: (46) 323 888
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Israel: 1201
Italy: 199 284 284
Japan (1): 03 5774 0992
Japan (2): 03 3498 0231
Kenya: +254 20 3000378/2051323
Liberia: 06534308
Lithuania: 8-800 2 8888
Malaysia (1): (063) 92850039
Malaysia (2): (063) 92850279
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Malta: 179
Mauritius: (230) 800 93 93
Namibia: (09264) 61-232-221
Netherlands: 0900-0767
New Zealand (1): (09) 522 2999
New Zealand (2): 0800 111 777
Norway: +47 815 33 300
Papua New Guinea: 675 326 0011
Philippines: 02 -896 - 9191
Poland (1): +48 527 00 00
Poland (2): +48 89 92 88
Portugal: (808) 200 204
Samoa: 32000
Serbia: 32000
Singapore: 1800- 221 4444
South Africa: 0861 322 322
Sweden (1): 020 22 00 60
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Switzerland: 143
Thailand: (02) 713-6793
Ukraine: 058
United Kingdom (1): 08457 909090
United Kingdom (2): +44 1603 611311
United Kingdom (3): +44 (0) 8457 90 91 92
United Kingdom (4): 1850 60 90 90
United Kingdom (5): 1850 60 90 91
United States of America: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
Zimbabwe (1): (263) 09 65000
Zimbabwe (2): 0800 9102

Disclaimer: This review was written gradually over 6 or so months, if others have voiced their opinions that have been voiced similar to mine over that time that is by coincidence.
Oliko tämä arvostelu hyödyllinen? Kyllä Ei
3/3 (100%) arvioi tämän hyödylliseksi
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Julkaistu 25. kesäkuu.
I'm not one to usually write reviews for games immediately after finishing them. Sometimes, I have to go back through the game a second time, or spend a few days thinking about what I will write in order to accurately recommend the game to others. However, I've decided to change things up this time.

As others have said, it's a game about depression. But it's also hard-hitting. It's about being cynical about your own life and dreaming of days when you can become rich, well-off, and set for life. It's also about the feeling of hopelessness that starts when people ask you "where do you see your career or job in a few years?", a feeling that trickles at first but can intensify into a waterfall if you don't smile and ignore it. One of the game's main issues deals with the idea of 'are you happy where you are, and if not - would you bother going to the effort of changing that?'

And the game makes a statement about the world we live in: a place where people like to repeat the tired cliché of "you can do whatever you set your mind to" rather than admit that this is another one of those myths that we accept at face value. I don't believe that every person, who is a few years along into a career or job, who is in their early thirties, will feel as cynical as the game's protagonist....but I have some friends who assure me that the feeling is indeed common. ♥♥♥♥ed if I know, but this kind of thinking can only lead down to some dark places. Ones that the game does its best to expose and form a discussion around.

This game embodies that idea in a well-scripted, concise story. It makes me think that what we fear the most is not living bored with life, alone, paycheck-to-paycheck, but in losing to reality and giving into those feelings of hopelessness.
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Julkaistu 12. lokakuu.
I played this game directly after Depression Quest because from what I read, they're very similar. Actual Sunlight does have more interaction involved though.

This game follows the thoughts of a man named Evan Winters, who clearly suffers from depression. He talks about things that a lot of us think about. He's stuck in a rut and working at a job he hates. He makes the excellent point that society is constantly telling us that our lives are what we make it, but that few bring up how there's lack of opportunity to actually change things. Being stuck in this situation, he succumbs to dark, sad thoughts.

Like Depression Quest, it is strongly advised that a person with severe depression and/or suicidal thoughts not play this game. However, it can offer a different perspective for those who wish to understand what it's like.

Issues with the game: It's too short.
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4/5 (80%) arvioi tämän hyödylliseksi
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Julkaistu 30. kesäkuu.
Interesting game. I'm not quite sure I will ever relate to that complete hopelessness that ends with suicide, but maybe the point of the game isnt for you to relate, but rather to have a better understanding for what some people feel? Dunno. I do know that people feel the weight of society heavily, and it does affect some people like this.
Anyway, I thought the disclaimers at the beginning were appropriate, I thought the writing was pretty stellar, and althoguh the subject matter is heavy and a bit heavy handed, I think it was effective at, at the very least, bringing about some degree of contemplation from the people who play it. Plus, there was humor interjected in the writing, sardonic as it was.

Took about an hour to complete, so it isnt so much of a time commitment.
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Julkaistu 20. heinäkuu.
It's depressive and is not for everyone. If you don't know what depression is, don't like the darker mature themes, probably you will not like and understand this game.
It has no gameplay, only text and some pictures, all you need to do is move a bit, press a button and read the text and think about what you read and about yourself, your life, the world, everything. It's only ~2 hours long but it's worth playing. We need more similar games.
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Julkaistu 24. kesäkuu.
I believe that good fiction is what makes us human: it's empathy for abstraction.
This is heartwreckingly good fiction--a must have.
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Julkaistu 11. heinäkuu.
The author describes this game (in the game) as not being a game, but a portrait. That is what it is - a snapshot, a short story describing someone's pain in a way that is haunting and resonant with anyone who's dealt with depression.
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Julkaistu 12. heinäkuu.
Go to the roof and jump off the building.
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Julkaistu 30. kesäkuu.
Well-written, but depressing and kind of pointless. It gets the message across pretty well, but I'm not sure it's a message I needed to hear.
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Julkaistu 21. elokuu.
To be honest, I find it difficult to deny this project (it's not a game in any modern-day sense of the word) a healthy recommendation. But after "playing" it for over an hour, I feel like I can't do otherwise. Actual Sunlight zooms in on the themes of depression, suicide and the feelings of loneliness and uselessness in a very, very direct way, hitting one straight in the face time after time after time. It does so alsmost exclusively by using text, text one has to scroll through by hitting enter again and again and again. There's not much more "gameplay" except for walking around your depressive character in a generic environment and talking to objects and people. This triggers ... more text ofcourse. Whole the time, one gets confronted with ideas and opinions about how bad/gross modern society is to its core.

Now I don't have a problem with text-based games as such - back in the 1980's several excellent games were text-based -, but the actual texts used here, and the way the different themes are handled, is really too grim and too "in-your-face" for me. Having experienced the loss of a loved one to suicide quite recently, I could hardly bear playing this. Themes like these presented in such a direct way as here, should imo be the subject of therapy-sessions in a well cared-for, safe environment. To punch this through one's throat as it's being done here, may help in making a point, but it's not healthy for the ones playing or rather reading it.... So be careful, I guess, and try this one at your own risk.

Gameplay: 10/30
Graphics: 5/20
Sound: 5/10
Longelivety: 4/10
Technical/stability: 7/10
Personal appreciation: 5/10 (it does take some courage to make a "game" like this)

Overall: 36/100
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Julkaistu 3. heinäkuu.
For most of Actual Sunlight, you'll read Evan Winter's words in a cringing way. What he writes is awful but has glimpses of truth. Lost in his own internal fantasies, he crushes himself and others in an internal, negative monologue which overlays his world. Like so many of us, he attemptes to sate the emptiness inside with electronics, video games, and alcohol -- only to find the next day that he is still himself, he is still full of unrealized dreams, and he is no step closer to happiness.

What is maddening about Actual Sunlight is that we never see a positive glimmer. There is only a suffocating blanket of despair and self-loathing, which extends to every object and person in Evan's world. He is an estranged being who never grew into the ideals gently and lovingly given to children, that concept of being able to be whoever you want. Even feels entitled to a better life, but he makes no effort to get it. His dreams flop uselessly inside him, and the rage builds.

The game ends crushingly. There is no redemption, no change, no hope. If this game is attempting to be a message encouraging others to not let their lives fold out like Evan's, it missed the mark somewhere. I have never before played a game that seemed to justify suicide, and I would never, ever recommend another person play it.
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Julkaistu 22. kesäkuu.
A great look into the psyche of the artist and a great depiction of their nearly absolute hopeless depression. That being said, this is not a game, but an interactive story that I was glad to take, but would only recommend for mature people who understand two things: One. You are in for a read and this will take a while, but ultimately I believe will be worth your time. Two. This is a story about someone else’s depression, or maybe something worse than depression, and their inability to accept any real truths. And instead indulge in their own lies to feed their own misery-addiction. Don’t give in to the lies. Don’t ever.
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Julkaistu 11. elokuu.
It's interesting and eye opening to get into another persons head so as to see how major depression can cripple and corrupt ones whole life. Anyone interested in psyche and good writing should pick this one up. More of an interactive novel than a game.
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Julkaistu 7. elokuu.
This game definitely put me in quite a depressing mood, however it was for a good cause. This game touches ALL players whether they're aware of depression or not. There isn't much gameplay involved in this, which was annoying for me as I would have preferred to move around myself more rather ran read essays. Though, the essays are really well written extracts expressing Evan's depression, something that if you bother to read properly, will impact on you dramatically. The game itself is short and to the point, you're offered to go to the roof whenever you're near the lift (elevator). Evan lives a miserable life of boredom and disappointment, he's stuck in a dead-end job and has no friends nor love. With this in mind, when he has the opportunity for love, he dismisses it, he hates himself. I would say that this game isn't worth what you pay for, however with the 50% discount going around, £2 is about equal value to what this game produces. You can see that a lot of time and effort was put into the story behind this game, I recommend it if this is what you're looking for in a game!
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Julkaistu 24. kesäkuu.
Recommend this to anyone who has suffered from depression. Great game
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